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They won't stop.

What good is it posting their crap here for them if they're just gonna change it. They always need shit explained to them!

So? I was upset and came home and cursed in my head and it was over they said.

They always draw attention to stupid things.

I don't even curse in a bad way.

I'm not gonna let them bargain my life!

You think you're special and are another racist white.

You aren't even playing the game. You want to take what I have like you gave it to me if I don't listen!

You want me to bottle up my anger and then vent it later and you call me shit like I'm bad.

Well, you seem too stupified. I HAVE TO CURSE IT'S ANOTHER WORD AND I'M A WRITER. I do it the right way. I don't curse other people out like the feeling you give to me.

I said I was human, and if everyone is attacking me I'm gonna feel bad! You can't use that against me every time!

If one thing goes wrong they won't shut up.

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They just keep acting stupid about me and interrupting me and posing like I think a certain way in private, but I don't want that/them.

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They ruin my life through the experiment if I use a curse word appropriately in my head to myself! I don't want to lose my relationships because of this shit.

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Cleveland is crap, already, too infested with *beep* who won't shut up. My apartment is pretty stupid.

Whoever's responsible for the monitoring me in private or whatever has an inflated superego and won't stop bossing me around, what I hate most.

I'm tired of how people ruin my life by "piping in."

Cleveland is "a pile of shit" for not having its infestation shut up and stop bothering me all day every day.

Who the fuck do you think I am, and who the fuck do you think I'm talking to? I don't need you to surround me. I don't even like you.

Are people barging in on my life because of your crap?

I don't care about you!

Why am I wasting my time on you?

In case you didn't know, I'm a nice person, and I just respond negatively when attacked and invaded..

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They bother me if I don't listen.

I'm only saying this to say, not for their entertainment and pleasure and for them to interpret my anger racistly. but they keep looking for me to think of a bad word to hurt me or try to make me a different person or feel some other sensation or whatnot. I came to the conclusion they are ultimately torturing me, and I haven't gotten to plaster this up but I don't take maybe some things are bad for me while others are good, for others want everything, and I am in danger of being a success.

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They're messing with me... and waiting for me to post it.

They keep acting awkward.

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I keep thinking I'm being pressured to lose my pride and grip, in a way.

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I'm tired of my life being more bullshit after all I've done to earn this.

I'm sick of people acting uppity like they're all that as the lady.

I said why is everyone leaving the shit that happens to me up to someone like the lady! She's not even in my life, so much.

This was rather disappointing, this operation and its outcome. I propel most of the action.

This reporting of different parties and factors is taking a lot of repetition.

It seems I'm being taken advantage of and something's in the works, me too though, one to say I am not taking this nonsense/"bullshit" about some girls around my generation Up North thinking they're so cute like their parental generation addressing me like "shit" actually but meaning they are superficial and overly aggressive and, the worst thing to me, bossy.

I guess they keep up and get involved like they were welcome and I didn't know-

She's not really corny or doesn't have to be, like these critters from Orlando and some from Cleveland are "saying." She says things are real to my detriment, though, after awhile, but even "shit?"

It looks like the lady can live a nice life while I put up with whatever cornballs are causing me issues otherwise.

So, in case you are not already informed, they keep interrupting me when I'm dealing with their shit or trying to feel pleasure.

I'm also suspicious my dad wants to slowly undo me to be like my younger brother, who seemed like my opposite..

People are pretty much drugged just fantasizing this.

I thought the lady's daughter was like her.

I feel I've been sorta put in a mode where I can't celebrate my new job and I won't feel what I want there, otherwise. I don't play these games with her.

I feel attacked, like I'm slipping away, and I keep getting being mean, like the lady can't hold it in. Then, she says she didn't do it.

I don't do shit to fuck myself or "listen to other people."

I keep getting rapidfire incoming messages that are hurtful.. and overwhelming, when I'm in private.

I tell myself to slow down.

I'm not here to fight the lady.

I keep feeling distracted and made fun of for it.

The lady is trashing me, and if she's not I'm still being trashed!

The lady is getting all the pleasures and a nice life, like I was just trash.

Well, I was gonna get  up to eat eventually, but I keep getting "held up."

I didn't really do anything wrong to the lady, and she's using it to ruin my life making these fake messages count.

The people in the apartment got something going, maybe some upstairs.

All they do is test me for no reason.

I'm sick of the way people are claiming Ellen is doing stuff with the lady and me.

I hate Cleveland for knowing the lady and saying she only deserves to be happy and interfering my life.

I don't give a CARE if you think I can't keep up even if I wanted to.

Well, it better be okay, and I've done a lot of hard work or gone through a lot of hard things to be able to do work someday.

No, I said you were messing with me. You don't explain anything. I have problems, PHYSICALLY. I have to fix them.

They keep looking like "a deer in the headlights" like something's wrong with me.

They keep being mean to me like I did something I can't do and then ruining the lady, like she loves to be tortured as sex to make me feel the pain.

They keep saying I have to do things if I don't want the lady ruined.

I can't get them to stop affecting my life and with the lady!

They went too far and hit the spot that way and want to ruin my new job at Popeye's!

I think they are racist, like everyone, and playing stupid!

They say Ellen is gay watching me every move that she can correct, but it doesn't need to be.

They look tacky and are just getting all this attention because they hate me and think they or others are gonna hurt me anyway.

I'm not here to dig into this, these feverish fantasies. This could be ultimate. It's not even for the lady, so it's categorized as a lie.

I can still hear spoiled delinquents here in Cleveland outside my apartment with info about this.

What the blaze is wrong with Ellen? She acted like she acts good but she has other feelings taken care of. She hasn't talked to me. She just takes over this lady sexually now. I mean what is making her so radioactive?

I think if you think you're preventing things, you're flawed. That just may be who you are, not something that you're gonna fix hiding from me.

Just say it's something someone else is trying to do wrong, and go about life.

It just annoys me the lady is so perverted, what I know from the messages, and others are personally drawn to it but selfish in their subconscious. I can't stand it.

Wow, whoever does this ultimately is all up in my face and has not a blaze of shit in the world to exist for torturing me all the time.

Why is this turning into my world? Shut the Hell up, too bad I can't figure out what to tell the police about you, you could be influenced by aliens.

You probably caused my parents to die and hold me up timewise.

According to this, the lady thinks of nothing but herself, when I have a problem she acts like she did and gets comforted and has these "shitty" people around her acting like shit acting like they're the ones making her do what she does to be good to me, and in the end these people turn her against me and uplift her.

I didn't ask for her time, but it's like I'm not good enough to ever feel comfort and love but she gets the whole world in spite of me and against me.

I'm so hurt how she's always getting pleasure but I suffer and like I'm gonna bow down to that.

They are cursing my life like witchcraft and need to stop.

They did something they didn't have to do and act like I'm not White to the lady. They act like I succumbed, but they were mad at me for something else.

It's not stopping.

I don't need your shit every day, and the police would not find the evidence, as usual.

I KNOW I WANT TO RELAX AND THEN GET UP AND TIDY UP!!! They keep startling me and saying I can't have the lady as part of it.

It's not really fun to hear them do this shit. I don't know why they're here. The good stuff can get taken away or not be felt.

I keep feeling affected physically.

What is wrong with this lady? The messages!

Stop saying it's her now, or else I will complain

I work hard to avoid this, how can I not have critical problems when I'm alone at home!

They won't stop after I say something, they act like they've processed it and go against me again.

They won't stop acting stupid and disrupting me since a certain time I watched Ellen and they had her doing it saying it was a natural consequence "that maybe..." ?

I don't need other people's shit as my consequence.

I can't get anything done, I waste all my shit time on you for these years and my parents being indirect on what they want...

These people are stupid thinking if I suffer they can't stand it and punish me but I can't even get by with money recently.

Other people are out having fun.

I tried to nap, but they disrupted me pleasure.

Wow, Cleveland delinquents and semi-delinquents, I don't need your trash always making it worse for me directly.

Well, if you can't admit I'm mistreated, face the consequences.

I keep feeling pressure and my life is ruined.

I'm an adult, and I guess whoever is in charge will pay the price. I can govern my life, while other people go frolicking about jealous of me doing the right things and them not.

Since I noticed, they "can't stop." I outsmart them, but this is unnatural or invading. I already said I disagreed.

They said the lady did this shit, again.

Sometimes, it seems cool, but my time is still too tight.

They're "batshit" crazy again acting like the lady is pestering after me.

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Why do they keep making loud noises? I just got a book and my hands started getting sweaty, like when I was a kid/teen.

I didn't get to sleep much, neither, my duties are tugging at me.

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They seem to be causing more trouble thinking I'm bad.

They are ghey using the knowledge that the middle of your brain is where you dream and said they just sliced it off the lady when I was upset they would not stop distracting and abusing me with how the computer loads and little noises in my apartment, like creaking things. I was a little upset, thinking I only had myself to defend and felt a little upset in how I moved, and they just did this.

I am mad they said the lady said to always abuse me when I was defensive about this whole thing in Orlando... Sometimes, I would react physically, which is healthy to be able to feel a kick...

They keep telling me things so I don't have time to put them all here.

They're acting crappy again, if you are wondering. This has gotta stop, it's not at your convenience-

They keep acting in my face trying to get to me, just if I feel bad from them, a simple reaction to a sensation. They can't tell me not to curse, and all these years...

So many people here in Cleveland are so mean to me, with an excuse.

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When I think or decide something, they play dumb like they don't know anything about me.

Cleveland keeps making my life a spectacle to the lady, like that's all okay, for me.

They won't be the world or themselves.

I can't escape their crap of their visions.

They keep messing with me, and the lady keeps seeming mad at me all the time, through others, which matters in my day to day life.

They don't go after they do it, neither. They think I'm shit if I'm in it for the lady in some way.

No, dummy, you have the problem! [so, quit harassing me.]

They think it's so funny I can't tell when they are giving me a mixed message and stare at me like I'm outspoken, blasphemous, a spectacle, and gay. What an agenda! What a short-lived life!

They display uncontrollable antics that lead to some trouble and more trouble probably and loss of control yet pointing fingers and asking questions.

I said they are just acting stupid. Quick. Repetition.

They are onto me because I get mad when people act like they are the lady and I'm in trouble, something that wouldn't stop from Orlando, Florida, from when I was there.

I'm not here to supposedly reveal the horny truth about the lady so she "gets it!"

I said to stop and everyone is acting stupid.

I like the lady, stop making this shit.

You're nothing but shit how you are with this.

I can picture it, you are flailing all about, doing the wrong thing, with exceptions for me being racist to change later after it's over and ruined for me. New Orleans area? I am from Florida and studied at Loyola in New Orleans.

Some of them/it doesn't care if I suffer a lot in advance.

They may be starting disturbing demands in how, who, and what I am, when I can't post it here, at their leisure. It was to do with other people.

They keep acting like they are above me.

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Everyone is telling me the lady is making it more torturous for me if I get mad and I already relayed and said people won't stop slamming it in that she's hurting me and I don't really mean to hurt her because she said she was innocent.

They won't stop pestering me like some retarded animal constantly.

This is unnatural and they just might be ruining it for the world, sleepy eyes, technically worthless.

People on film|boards are speaking out against me or lurking in their silence.

They're being very abusive..

They don't care if I don't even know what they're saying over and over.

They want me to think about it.

They attack me when I deal with their shit and forget about it.

They just want the last word and to ruin me physically and my life, like that's okay.. I said it!

They said I won't be me in reality because people make me mad saying they're the lady being hurtful.

This abuse obsession isn't going away.

They replaced the lady with something stupid and specific.

They became meaner.

I thought you didn't care if I was in trouble for no reason.

It won't stop, I caught them doing it maybe.

You're subhuman to me, just shit to do this abuse and be so stupid. You're racist, as well.

They keep masturbating to my body parts, focusing on them with pressure over time until it pops.

Now, it is all about the world saying I'm in trouble with the lady for no reason and she takes a break once in awhile to say how great she is. There's space for me, but there doesn't have to be.

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It looks like they keep making it worse when I recover.

No one listens when I say something. They blame me for my problems, like they can just do this to anyone.

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Somehow, they are messing with me.

They are getting at me for stupid reasons.

They keep bullshitting at me.

They said I did something and are gonna keep sex monitoring her with a machine, when they supposedly took mine out or it stopped.

That just says they think they were right. Usually, they are just mad if I show physical anger.

They are acting like I'm stupid if I don't act perverted.

I can't believe in the lady, she snapped at me like she gets the sex monitor, they said, anyway and because they upset me when I was posting about it. She seemed intimidated about it before. I have to figure out each insult like it has a flip side, very perverted.

They keep getting close, but there abhorring and annoying and shit as people. I thought they were nice, but they're batshit when they talk about this.

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They keep hurting me at a leisure if they act pissed at me.

They said they ruined the lady.

They won't stop hurting people and ruining the world!

They're not really all that nice to talk with, I must say...

Everyone is going around like the lady saying she gets more stimulated ultimately. No manners at all.

This is all going by rather slowing and unfulfillingly in its part.

No one even wants to hear from you because of all the trouble you cause.

They just stare me down more and more.

Everything is bothering me.

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They aren't playing the game.

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They gave me a mean message.

They come up with big things when I am hurt.

They keep messing with me, like some things are true and some are not and then laugh like it's obvious.

I don't want to turn into bullshit because of how stupid they are.

I lose the lady too easily.

Why does the lady get to feel pleasure and not me so much?

It's too much to give to expect anything in exchange...

I have the right to be upset.

I'm not a stupid American, but I'm not a stupid European.

They are drunk. The lady was supposed to come back.

They always hurt me.

They are always controlling how the page loads on my laptop, say the lady said like I "did something."

They're a problem. They don't have it together before communicating with me. I always feel like they're gonna buzz in with shit that distracts me from living my life. Back to my old problems?

They think if I get upset I'm just like someone else as shit to this lady.

...if anything happens it's that person.

...anything shit of this person to her.

"Well, this is it." They want the lady to be under me now and to control my life.

Someone keeps popping in with an attiude like they are gonna "get something."

The people in the apartment won't stop being mean.

Fuck this people, I can't even enjoy myself and my life. *beep* I already said stop.

They're gay, getting mad if "something happens around something.." like my Gramma supposedly said, who passed away, but my dad said she said it, through them. They're gay.

This lady might not be there. This place is shit.

They said they are monitoring the lady's sex with a device, now, and it was supposed to had been something that happened to me. She is here to have a "relationship" with me, not me live shit!

Something might have just popped up on my computer as I typed that, something from the computer company. It's after 1AM.

Shut up, and stop making fun of what I said.

I said shut up, you *beep* and stop getting me to curse.

No, why is the lady getting this? You are ghey.

This is not looking up. YOU SAID I DID SOMETHING you *beep*

I don't care, I hate you now, go away.

This lady is nothing for this, just another person, not keeping her promise because of others and saying I break promises and I can't change my mind about things involving my personal life.

You *beep* this may never get better you *beep*

If I get disrupted when I hope for the future, what happens? YOU TAKE THIS STUFF AWAY.

They are making her feel all stimulated, and I just die. They are saying she's feeling stuff and attention like she's the one in some way and not me now.

Why does she need this? She thinks I am bad and then did this, and she might not do what she promised.

Cleveland won't stop bullshitting this information.

I can't keep up.

They won't stop.

They said it was my fault.

I have to work for you! and this is the shit you give me each day.

I SAID SHUT UP ALREADY *BEEP*

SHE IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SPECIAL OVER ME

YOU ALL ARE JUST *BEEP* AND RUINED HER I DON'T WANT YOU

WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU MONITOR *HER* SEX IF SHE BREAKS HER PROMISE TO ME

There's always more to come.

If you didn't bother me, I would not like it just as much. I didn't do anything wrong. You always ruin my life, stupid.

Oh, taking advantage of me and if I get upset? You're nothing but shit.

They are trying to ruin something for me..

You're just having a war.

I feel like I'm naked outside being poked with sticks.

I HAVE TO WORK.

Hm, it looks like it might be over while she gets all the pleasure.

They are trying to take away my abilities.

I HAVE TO MAKE MONEY TO PAY THE DEBT I HAVE THAT IS YOUR FAULT.

Oh, so I get people to follow me down so I can't do anything alone and others too, and the lady gets all this pleasure, stimulation, ...

They're just "niggers," taking away my soul and abilities...

I SAID STOP. I HATE YOU, YOU STUPID FOOL.

Oh, so the sex monitor you can make up a reason to deserve it, while I have a life of shit and you break your promise.

Wow, you're so special you get a sex monitor and all this attention. What do I get from you?

I dunno about you, but my life is over.

You're not going with me when you're done.

They won't stop.

They are invincible.

They won't let me feel I can get affected.

I already said I don't believe in your values.

Oh, so everyone gives the lady pleasure and this time she gets it.

Wow, you're shit.

I've been nice to you for too long.

I can't even feel my own love projected.

So, she thinks she can be famous like I'm in trouble? and I don't get that much from her?

They said she wasn't doing something for real.

This was not about her. I already told you how I felt.

No one wants you, you're egotistical.

I said I didn't get much and it's like I died.

I saw her beside herself feel something, and everyone makes a big deal....

"Ah!"

I already said you ruined my own life. You just made a mistake.

She lies that she doesn't get it.

So, she didn't mean it????

So?

"I said what I said." "It's all for me, in the end."

What, do you want me to do it for you?

I don't even care if she has her sex monitor she doesn't deserve attention for because this was about me and I may not get much, AND my life is ruined. I would have had a normal life and more pleasures!

BECAUSE I didn't get much and may not in the future and that we all die of old age.

BECAUSE she's lingering around and wasting her life.

If I'm not worth it, she's not worth it. It's such a big deal to her she can do anything.

She's getting all this attention, and my life from her is compensated. It's important to me, but it's not important to a lot of people who talk.

I can't even just wait for it to get better because she's all around.

The sex monitor was for her own good, but that's her fault or someone else's.

They keep interrupting me so I can't settle down and get to the business.

So, are we all getting in my business and building up to the lady gets it, instead?

and omg this is so not my life....

They kept terrorizing me to bed.

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I heard people say my face looked like someone right after the page loaded funny and I feel stuck, after I said something they said offended the lady being spoiled. I'm trying to stay awake, too, and this strain usually tires me.. I have work at 4.

I'm stuck with them acting corny and making fun of me and using me, coming back again and again each day to do this.

I keep getting hurt because of them.

They want to cross their eyes behind our backs and look at me and say, "No, sweety, we have to do this to you." *beep*

They won't stop acting like "they did it" in front of and to me.

They are doing it "to the death." *beep*

It's so annoying how they know what I say and deny it. I didn't expect people to do that. It must take some work.

Hippies don't know everything.

They won't stop aiming to create severe problems for me.

I know someone pretends they know that someone will be picked on, but they said it was because they had their own peeves that I'm in trouble. It's "a half baked idea."

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They won't stop nagging at me.

I'm fed up with their problems.

They made a lot of noise, and I'm tired again.

They're spreading around things and not letting me deal with them.

They think they can say and sway whatever they want, and nothing they do or say means anything.

They think they can make it so there's no way out. I feel dried up inside.

They are rapidly attacking me with disruptions I have to deal with.

They are so annoying and I can't get rid of them. They just pop up to punish me for some thing from the distant past at any time that they are convinced I'm in the wrong about, like I was mean to someone when I wasn't.

Everyone is just saying I'm shit and the lady is all that, and the people in here are just promoting it.

I was taking a break and so happy to wait to clean some waiting for something to dry and they won't stop.

They keep acting like I have to deal with their crap.

They won't be quiet or shut up. They sound like crap.

They just keep going, they are so selfish.

I feel wasted, and they just ask me like I have a problem.

They keep staring me down telling me I'm never gonna be me or great or have an okay and nice life.

They focus on body parts, and say it's gonna always mean shit or something but don't use curse words to pretend they can do whatever they want if they don't.

They won't stop complaining.

They're really annoying and weak and not promising..

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They act like they can make me have an uncelestial (less than celestial night,) like that's their say. "Ew! Get away from me!" You're not God, and you're not me!

They keep letting out a big one on me.

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I just got it together, my apartment is clean, and they probably won't have it up on their end, who knows what and what personal problems they have. This has been a crappy 15+ years.

Am I being hunted to death mentally that I'm "like someone else now" like I did something because everyone's scared someone decided to hunt me down for no clear reason?

...like other people get to be me?

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Why does everyone know the lady and keep ruining it for me? She doesn't really stand on her own, with all the rules and explanations. It's one big burst of feeling, which may or may not be good enough for her.

That orchestra doesn't have to do more, but it doesn't care about me, anymore.

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They keep acting like shit and don't listen and said someone I supposedly like said I can't have a sensation of the past because I thought of a bad word in a thought of something negative they wouldn't stop.

They are dishonest for spoiling their brat, holding me up with nothing to offer.

People are saying the lady took something from me for bad reasons.

...Because I was upset on Christmas Eve when I was mistreated.

They are incompetent and have to do things the hard way.

Meanwhile, they're still bothering me...

I'm tired of listening to the crap from my apartment...

It even sways the decision to take away something because of someone else who is not a big part of my life, as no one is anyway.

Well, what am I supposed to do? This is not about others. This is about me.

That sucks, if this is gonna be about Christmas.

Cleveland is shit and boring, the way they complain about these things for me.

I've been being so nice so much, suddenly bad things happen.

They didn’t work out with Cleveland.

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They seem to just bother me til I feel really bad and then stop, if something's wrong to them.

They acted like I attacked them and I felt my left ear which is by the violin submit to them forever because I couldn't stop getting mad at them physically til I left and came back. What if the lady did it and meant it?

They made me feel like not doing anything and then like not sleeping. I have to hang my laundry for work tomorrow, take some medicine, and brush my teeth, too.

They think they're not responsible for doing something because my aunt used to say.

That just means they won't let me have a nice life.

They might have ruined the lady forever they said from me and for someone else to have all of.

The lady gets a nice life, while I get a shit life from these people.

All they think is important is ruining my life if I show any physical anger in private and act funny judging what happened.

I can't get away, and they keep causing me problems and destroying me life.

They keep acting like if I can't make it I lose the lady and she is ruined.

I might have an interview to work tomorrow.

They hurt me if I accidentally think of something bad.

No one cares about me anymore, and I can't live my life when I'm alone.

Something's always wrong. I had to make myself want to do stuff.

They won't stop acting stupid to me.

They won't stop being mean to me indefinitely, like months and then years, for things, if I show any physical anger in private or something happens to happen and it's not really my fault.

I can't live my life, and it feels like I lost the lady.

I had some problems with other people and whoops it's all over.

I can't release any physical anger because of them.

The lady gets everything, and if my life doesn't matter it's like she doesn't care.

They keep acting like I'm the "perverted" one, and they are cool, like I set up this mess.

They said the lady would have specific problems associated with her that mean nothing that will bring them to mind I will have to dig.