Tuesday, February 28, 2023

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Before I left and as usual, they kept on again. They bring up important things and get mad. At least they’re important for some people. They won’t let go of their belief. I have no peace or privacy from these incompetent people. They are repulsive. They blew up over not much.

This seems like "such a waste of my time."

They keep acting like someone is torturing the lady if she were still to have a "relationship" with me after I showed physical anger in private. It's their fault actually, but they didn't "get" me. They're the ones complaining, too. They don't do much and wouldn't stop bothering me. I found it was worthless, but that's what I already meant..

Why should I like them? I think they are bad and not as well thinking.

I think I was distracted when making decisions about money and am tired and want to sleep maybe, still hungry for things I don't have yet.

Someone keeps coming in and ruining it and making up stuff, like it makes me feel.

They said they were playing along and now they don't play the game, they just emit.

They seem cheap, sometimes, or often.

They want to steal from my life to stimulate the lady, socially and emotionally, as an inconvenience, going mad ruining my life if I show physical anger in private but not destructively, like they "did it" and they're "all that." Then, they stare me down.

Every day is an inconvenience.

They just challenge me and stare me down. They're not worth much of what the world used to be and could have still been.

These people don't work at all.

It's hard to function with them around because they are annoying people and probably just racist.

They won't stop trying to make me feel not me and feel bad and not okay physically.

If I say something smart, they stare me down and condemn me as a person or physically.

They won't leave me alone, and I'm watching my life just go by.

They took away something that made me feel better and are making me feel worse.

I'm getting mad and people are ruining it for me getting out of this possibly?

They are doing bad things and tormenting me like I did something and it never goes away like some joke. I can't get better.

They're doing silly things, like they are all that but they succumb to others, while I get stared down and picked at emotionally and how I am physically as a person.

I don't take this shit that if I ever simply showed physical anger and even not that bad that I don't deserve anything like I have to be locked up for my race.

It seems like I had to deal with some problems and I'm a little hungry and thirsty and wish I could play violin. I'm also irritated physically and emotionally by their corny, obtuse, callous, "shitty" messages.

They won't stop begging to ask me why, like if I will finally succumb. I had to realize they were a problem to try to solve it.

I want to refresh myself! I bet they are more mad for no reason.

They could have just been waiting for me to get mad again.

I didn't want to talk to them, but does that mean it's too late?

I guess this is the only form of communication I can receive.

Will I even sleep well, tonight?

I think I was already tired and they aroused me.

They keep ruining it for me with the lady.

I'm upset they fooled me and made up these stupid rules.

They recurringly and critically keep bringing me down.

They tried to cut my being able to think something.

They just won't stop.

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They keep irritating me, like it's my fault.

They are acting like for some reason that's my fault too I can't have my "relationship" with the lady.

After everyone freaked out I lost something, they come in like it's okay to think I'm in trouble like it was punishment, an inconvenience to me.

They are making advances, people who knew me, and suggesting the lady is responsible.

They keep incorporating someone like I did something.

The last person they did was forever, like maybe it was just okay it was adapted.

They keep picking at me if I'm upset.

It sucks working to pay off a debt, when no one knew before what I needed to survive, a job to afford enough groceries and what to make, etc. It will take 2 years, at this rate, I think.

Everyone keeps bringing up shit to me, now.

I hate these insecure people talking to me at anytime.

They won't stop bothering me if I am upset, like if a bad word or something comes to mind or I react physically some.

They're in charge and keep acting like there's no hope when I'm upset.

They are at me again.

They won't stop going crazy if I show any physical sign of anger.