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They won't stop.

What good is it posting their crap here for them if they're just gonna change it. They always need shit explained to them!

So? I was upset and came home and cursed in my head and it was over they said.

They always draw attention to stupid things.

I don't even curse in a bad way.

I'm not gonna let them bargain my life!

You think you're special and are another racist white.

You aren't even playing the game. You want to take what I have like you gave it to me if I don't listen!

You want me to bottle up my anger and then vent it later and you call me shit like I'm bad.

Well, you seem too stupified. I HAVE TO CURSE IT'S ANOTHER WORD AND I'M A WRITER. I do it the right way. I don't curse other people out like the feeling you give to me.

I said I was human, and if everyone is attacking me I'm gonna feel bad! You can't use that against me every time!

If one thing goes wrong they won't shut up.

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They just keep acting stupid about me and interrupting me and posing like I think a certain way in private, but I don't want that/them.

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They ruin my life through the experiment if I use a curse word appropriately in my head to myself! I don't want to lose my relationships because of this shit.

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Cleveland is crap, already, too infested with *beep* who won't shut up. My apartment is pretty stupid.

Whoever's responsible for the monitoring me in private or whatever has an inflated superego and won't stop bossing me around, what I hate most.

I'm tired of how people ruin my life by "piping in."

Cleveland is "a pile of shit" for not having its infestation shut up and stop bothering me all day every day.

Who the fuck do you think I am, and who the fuck do you think I'm talking to? I don't need you to surround me. I don't even like you.

Are people barging in on my life because of your crap?

I don't care about you!

Why am I wasting my time on you?

In case you didn't know, I'm a nice person, and I just respond negatively when attacked and invaded..

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They bother me if I don't listen.

I'm only saying this to say, not for their entertainment and pleasure and for them to interpret my anger racistly. but they keep looking for me to think of a bad word to hurt me or try to make me a different person or feel some other sensation or whatnot. I came to the conclusion they are ultimately torturing me, and I haven't gotten to plaster this up but I don't take maybe some things are bad for me while others are good, for others want everything, and I am in danger of being a success.

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They're messing with me... and waiting for me to post it.

They keep acting awkward.

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I keep thinking I'm being pressured to lose my pride and grip, in a way.

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I'm tired of my life being more bullshit after all I've done to earn this.

I'm sick of people acting uppity like they're all that as the lady.

I said why is everyone leaving the shit that happens to me up to someone like the lady! She's not even in my life, so much.

This was rather disappointing, this operation and its outcome. I propel most of the action.

This reporting of different parties and factors is taking a lot of repetition.

It seems I'm being taken advantage of and something's in the works, me too though, one to say I am not taking this nonsense/"bullshit" about some girls around my generation Up North thinking they're so cute like their parental generation addressing me like "shit" actually but meaning they are superficial and overly aggressive and, the worst thing to me, bossy.

I guess they keep up and get involved like they were welcome and I didn't know-

She's not really corny or doesn't have to be, like these critters from Orlando and some from Cleveland are "saying." She says things are real to my detriment, though, after awhile, but even "shit?"

It looks like the lady can live a nice life while I put up with whatever cornballs are causing me issues otherwise.

So, in case you are not already informed, they keep interrupting me when I'm dealing with their shit or trying to feel pleasure.

I'm also suspicious my dad wants to slowly undo me to be like my younger brother, who seemed like my opposite..

People are pretty much drugged just fantasizing this.

I thought the lady's daughter was like her.

I feel I've been sorta put in a mode where I can't celebrate my new job and I won't feel what I want there, otherwise. I don't play these games with her.

I feel attacked, like I'm slipping away, and I keep getting being mean, like the lady can't hold it in. Then, she says she didn't do it.

I don't do shit to fuck myself or "listen to other people."

I keep getting rapidfire incoming messages that are hurtful.. and overwhelming, when I'm in private.

I tell myself to slow down.

I'm not here to fight the lady.

I keep feeling distracted and made fun of for it.

The lady is trashing me, and if she's not I'm still being trashed!

The lady is getting all the pleasures and a nice life, like I was just trash.

Well, I was gonna get  up to eat eventually, but I keep getting "held up."

I didn't really do anything wrong to the lady, and she's using it to ruin my life making these fake messages count.

The people in the apartment got something going, maybe some upstairs.

All they do is test me for no reason.

I'm sick of the way people are claiming Ellen is doing stuff with the lady and me.

I hate Cleveland for knowing the lady and saying she only deserves to be happy and interfering my life.

I don't give a CARE if you think I can't keep up even if I wanted to.

Well, it better be okay, and I've done a lot of hard work or gone through a lot of hard things to be able to do work someday.

No, I said you were messing with me. You don't explain anything. I have problems, PHYSICALLY. I have to fix them.

They keep looking like "a deer in the headlights" like something's wrong with me.

They keep being mean to me like I did something I can't do and then ruining the lady, like she loves to be tortured as sex to make me feel the pain.

They keep saying I have to do things if I don't want the lady ruined.

I can't get them to stop affecting my life and with the lady!

They went too far and hit the spot that way and want to ruin my new job at Popeye's!

I think they are racist, like everyone, and playing stupid!

They say Ellen is gay watching me every move that she can correct, but it doesn't need to be.

They look tacky and are just getting all this attention because they hate me and think they or others are gonna hurt me anyway.

I'm not here to dig into this, these feverish fantasies. This could be ultimate. It's not even for the lady, so it's categorized as a lie.

I can still hear spoiled delinquents here in Cleveland outside my apartment with info about this.

What the blaze is wrong with Ellen? She acted like she acts good but she has other feelings taken care of. She hasn't talked to me. She just takes over this lady sexually now. I mean what is making her so radioactive?

I think if you think you're preventing things, you're flawed. That just may be who you are, not something that you're gonna fix hiding from me.

Just say it's something someone else is trying to do wrong, and go about life.

It just annoys me the lady is so perverted, what I know from the messages, and others are personally drawn to it but selfish in their subconscious. I can't stand it.

Wow, whoever does this ultimately is all up in my face and has not a blaze of shit in the world to exist for torturing me all the time.

Why is this turning into my world? Shut the Hell up, too bad I can't figure out what to tell the police about you, you could be influenced by aliens.

You probably caused my parents to die and hold me up timewise.

According to this, the lady thinks of nothing but herself, when I have a problem she acts like she did and gets comforted and has these "shitty" people around her acting like shit acting like they're the ones making her do what she does to be good to me, and in the end these people turn her against me and uplift her.

I didn't ask for her time, but it's like I'm not good enough to ever feel comfort and love but she gets the whole world in spite of me and against me.

I'm so hurt how she's always getting pleasure but I suffer and like I'm gonna bow down to that.

They are cursing my life like witchcraft and need to stop.

They did something they didn't have to do and act like I'm not White to the lady. They act like I succumbed, but they were mad at me for something else.

It's not stopping.

I don't need your shit every day, and the police would not find the evidence, as usual.

I KNOW I WANT TO RELAX AND THEN GET UP AND TIDY UP!!! They keep startling me and saying I can't have the lady as part of it.

It's not really fun to hear them do this shit. I don't know why they're here. The good stuff can get taken away or not be felt.

I keep feeling affected physically.

What is wrong with this lady? The messages!

Stop saying it's her now, or else I will complain

I work hard to avoid this, how can I not have critical problems when I'm alone at home!

They won't stop after I say something, they act like they've processed it and go against me again.

They won't stop acting stupid and disrupting me since a certain time I watched Ellen and they had her doing it saying it was a natural consequence "that maybe..." ?

I don't need other people's shit as my consequence.

I can't get anything done, I waste all my shit time on you for these years and my parents being indirect on what they want...

These people are stupid thinking if I suffer they can't stand it and punish me but I can't even get by with money recently.

Other people are out having fun.

I tried to nap, but they disrupted me pleasure.

Wow, Cleveland delinquents and semi-delinquents, I don't need your trash always making it worse for me directly.

Well, if you can't admit I'm mistreated, face the consequences.

I keep feeling pressure and my life is ruined.

I'm an adult, and I guess whoever is in charge will pay the price. I can govern my life, while other people go frolicking about jealous of me doing the right things and them not.

Since I noticed, they "can't stop." I outsmart them, but this is unnatural or invading. I already said I disagreed.

They said the lady did this shit, again.

Sometimes, it seems cool, but my time is still too tight.

They're "batshit" crazy again acting like the lady is pestering after me.

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Why do they keep making loud noises? I just got a book and my hands started getting sweaty, like when I was a kid/teen.

I didn't get to sleep much, neither, my duties are tugging at me.

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They seem to be causing more trouble thinking I'm bad.

They are ghey using the knowledge that the middle of your brain is where you dream and said they just sliced it off the lady when I was upset they would not stop distracting and abusing me with how the computer loads and little noises in my apartment, like creaking things. I was a little upset, thinking I only had myself to defend and felt a little upset in how I moved, and they just did this.

I am mad they said the lady said to always abuse me when I was defensive about this whole thing in Orlando... Sometimes, I would react physically, which is healthy to be able to feel a kick...

They keep telling me things so I don't have time to put them all here.

They're acting crappy again, if you are wondering. This has gotta stop, it's not at your convenience-

They keep acting in my face trying to get to me, just if I feel bad from them, a simple reaction to a sensation. They can't tell me not to curse, and all these years...

So many people here in Cleveland are so mean to me, with an excuse.

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When I think or decide something, they play dumb like they don't know anything about me.

Cleveland keeps making my life a spectacle to the lady, like that's all okay, for me.

They won't be the world or themselves.

I can't escape their crap of their visions.

They keep messing with me, and the lady keeps seeming mad at me all the time, through others, which matters in my day to day life.

They don't go after they do it, neither. They think I'm shit if I'm in it for the lady in some way.

No, dummy, you have the problem! [so, quit harassing me.]

They think it's so funny I can't tell when they are giving me a mixed message and stare at me like I'm outspoken, blasphemous, a spectacle, and gay. What an agenda! What a short-lived life!

They display uncontrollable antics that lead to some trouble and more trouble probably and loss of control yet pointing fingers and asking questions.

I said they are just acting stupid. Quick. Repetition.

They are onto me because I get mad when people act like they are the lady and I'm in trouble, something that wouldn't stop from Orlando, Florida, from when I was there.

I'm not here to supposedly reveal the horny truth about the lady so she "gets it!"

I said to stop and everyone is acting stupid.

I like the lady, stop making this shit.

You're nothing but shit how you are with this.

I can picture it, you are flailing all about, doing the wrong thing, with exceptions for me being racist to change later after it's over and ruined for me. New Orleans area? I am from Florida and studied at Loyola in New Orleans.

Some of them/it doesn't care if I suffer a lot in advance.

They may be starting disturbing demands in how, who, and what I am, when I can't post it here, at their leisure. It was to do with other people.

They keep acting like they are above me.

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Everyone is telling me the lady is making it more torturous for me if I get mad and I already relayed and said people won't stop slamming it in that she's hurting me and I don't really mean to hurt her because she said she was innocent.

They won't stop pestering me like some retarded animal constantly.

This is unnatural and they just might be ruining it for the world, sleepy eyes, technically worthless.

People on film|boards are speaking out against me or lurking in their silence.

They're being very abusive..

They don't care if I don't even know what they're saying over and over.

They want me to think about it.

They attack me when I deal with their shit and forget about it.

They just want the last word and to ruin me physically and my life, like that's okay.. I said it!

They said I won't be me in reality because people make me mad saying they're the lady being hurtful.

This abuse obsession isn't going away.

They replaced the lady with something stupid and specific.

They became meaner.

I thought you didn't care if I was in trouble for no reason.

It won't stop, I caught them doing it maybe.

You're subhuman to me, just shit to do this abuse and be so stupid. You're racist, as well.

They keep masturbating to my body parts, focusing on them with pressure over time until it pops.

Now, it is all about the world saying I'm in trouble with the lady for no reason and she takes a break once in awhile to say how great she is. There's space for me, but there doesn't have to be.

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It looks like they keep making it worse when I recover.

No one listens when I say something. They blame me for my problems, like they can just do this to anyone.

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Somehow, they are messing with me.

They are getting at me for stupid reasons.

They keep bullshitting at me.

They said I did something and are gonna keep sex monitoring her with a machine, when they supposedly took mine out or it stopped.

That just says they think they were right. Usually, they are just mad if I show physical anger.

They are acting like I'm stupid if I don't act perverted.

I can't believe in the lady, she snapped at me like she gets the sex monitor, they said, anyway and because they upset me when I was posting about it. She seemed intimidated about it before. I have to figure out each insult like it has a flip side, very perverted.

They keep getting close, but there abhorring and annoying and shit as people. I thought they were nice, but they're batshit when they talk about this.

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They keep hurting me at a leisure if they act pissed at me.

They said they ruined the lady.

They won't stop hurting people and ruining the world!

They're not really all that nice to talk with, I must say...

Everyone is going around like the lady saying she gets more stimulated ultimately. No manners at all.

This is all going by rather slowing and unfulfillingly in its part.

No one even wants to hear from you because of all the trouble you cause.

They just stare me down more and more.

Everything is bothering me.

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They aren't playing the game.

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They gave me a mean message.

They come up with big things when I am hurt.

They keep messing with me, like some things are true and some are not and then laugh like it's obvious.

I don't want to turn into bullshit because of how stupid they are.

I lose the lady too easily.

Why does the lady get to feel pleasure and not me so much?

It's too much to give to expect anything in exchange...

I have the right to be upset.

I'm not a stupid American, but I'm not a stupid European.

They are drunk. The lady was supposed to come back.

They always hurt me.

They are always controlling how the page loads on my laptop, say the lady said like I "did something."

They're a problem. They don't have it together before communicating with me. I always feel like they're gonna buzz in with shit that distracts me from living my life. Back to my old problems?

They think if I get upset I'm just like someone else as shit to this lady.

...if anything happens it's that person.

...anything shit of this person to her.

"Well, this is it." They want the lady to be under me now and to control my life.

Someone keeps popping in with an attiude like they are gonna "get something."

The people in the apartment won't stop being mean.

Fuck this people, I can't even enjoy myself and my life. *beep* I already said stop.

They're gay, getting mad if "something happens around something.." like my Gramma supposedly said, who passed away, but my dad said she said it, through them. They're gay.

This lady might not be there. This place is shit.

They said they are monitoring the lady's sex with a device, now, and it was supposed to had been something that happened to me. She is here to have a "relationship" with me, not me live shit!

Something might have just popped up on my computer as I typed that, something from the computer company. It's after 1AM.

Shut up, and stop making fun of what I said.

I said shut up, you *beep* and stop getting me to curse.

No, why is the lady getting this? You are ghey.

This is not looking up. YOU SAID I DID SOMETHING you *beep*

I don't care, I hate you now, go away.

This lady is nothing for this, just another person, not keeping her promise because of others and saying I break promises and I can't change my mind about things involving my personal life.

You *beep* this may never get better you *beep*

If I get disrupted when I hope for the future, what happens? YOU TAKE THIS STUFF AWAY.

They are making her feel all stimulated, and I just die. They are saying she's feeling stuff and attention like she's the one in some way and not me now.

Why does she need this? She thinks I am bad and then did this, and she might not do what she promised.

Cleveland won't stop bullshitting this information.

I can't keep up.

They won't stop.

They said it was my fault.

I have to work for you! and this is the shit you give me each day.

I SAID SHUT UP ALREADY *BEEP*

SHE IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SPECIAL OVER ME

YOU ALL ARE JUST *BEEP* AND RUINED HER I DON'T WANT YOU

WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU MONITOR *HER* SEX IF SHE BREAKS HER PROMISE TO ME

There's always more to come.

If you didn't bother me, I would not like it just as much. I didn't do anything wrong. You always ruin my life, stupid.

Oh, taking advantage of me and if I get upset? You're nothing but shit.

They are trying to ruin something for me..

You're just having a war.

I feel like I'm naked outside being poked with sticks.

I HAVE TO WORK.

Hm, it looks like it might be over while she gets all the pleasure.

They are trying to take away my abilities.

I HAVE TO MAKE MONEY TO PAY THE DEBT I HAVE THAT IS YOUR FAULT.

Oh, so I get people to follow me down so I can't do anything alone and others too, and the lady gets all this pleasure, stimulation, ...

They're just "niggers," taking away my soul and abilities...

I SAID STOP. I HATE YOU, YOU STUPID FOOL.

Oh, so the sex monitor you can make up a reason to deserve it, while I have a life of shit and you break your promise.

Wow, you're so special you get a sex monitor and all this attention. What do I get from you?

I dunno about you, but my life is over.

You're not going with me when you're done.

They won't stop.

They are invincible.

They won't let me feel I can get affected.

I already said I don't believe in your values.

Oh, so everyone gives the lady pleasure and this time she gets it.

Wow, you're shit.

I've been nice to you for too long.

I can't even feel my own love projected.

So, she thinks she can be famous like I'm in trouble? and I don't get that much from her?

They said she wasn't doing something for real.

This was not about her. I already told you how I felt.

No one wants you, you're egotistical.

I said I didn't get much and it's like I died.

I saw her beside herself feel something, and everyone makes a big deal....

"Ah!"

I already said you ruined my own life. You just made a mistake.

She lies that she doesn't get it.

So, she didn't mean it????

So?

"I said what I said." "It's all for me, in the end."

What, do you want me to do it for you?

I don't even care if she has her sex monitor she doesn't deserve attention for because this was about me and I may not get much, AND my life is ruined. I would have had a normal life and more pleasures!

BECAUSE I didn't get much and may not in the future and that we all die of old age.

BECAUSE she's lingering around and wasting her life.

If I'm not worth it, she's not worth it. It's such a big deal to her she can do anything.

She's getting all this attention, and my life from her is compensated. It's important to me, but it's not important to a lot of people who talk.

I can't even just wait for it to get better because she's all around.

The sex monitor was for her own good, but that's her fault or someone else's.

They keep interrupting me so I can't settle down and get to the business.

So, are we all getting in my business and building up to the lady gets it, instead?

and omg this is so not my life....

They kept terrorizing me to bed.

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I heard people say my face looked like someone right after the page loaded funny and I feel stuck, after I said something they said offended the lady being spoiled. I'm trying to stay awake, too, and this strain usually tires me.. I have work at 4.

I'm stuck with them acting corny and making fun of me and using me, coming back again and again each day to do this.

I keep getting hurt because of them.

They want to cross their eyes behind our backs and look at me and say, "No, sweety, we have to do this to you." *beep*

They won't stop acting like "they did it" in front of and to me.

They are doing it "to the death." *beep*

It's so annoying how they know what I say and deny it. I didn't expect people to do that. It must take some work.

Hippies don't know everything.

They won't stop aiming to create severe problems for me.

I know someone pretends they know that someone will be picked on, but they said it was because they had their own peeves that I'm in trouble. It's "a half baked idea."

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They won't stop nagging at me.

I'm fed up with their problems.

They made a lot of noise, and I'm tired again.

They're spreading around things and not letting me deal with them.

They think they can say and sway whatever they want, and nothing they do or say means anything.

They think they can make it so there's no way out. I feel dried up inside.

They are rapidly attacking me with disruptions I have to deal with.

They are so annoying and I can't get rid of them. They just pop up to punish me for some thing from the distant past at any time that they are convinced I'm in the wrong about, like I was mean to someone when I wasn't.

Everyone is just saying I'm shit and the lady is all that, and the people in here are just promoting it.

I was taking a break and so happy to wait to clean some waiting for something to dry and they won't stop.

They keep acting like I have to deal with their crap.

They won't be quiet or shut up. They sound like crap.

They just keep going, they are so selfish.

I feel wasted, and they just ask me like I have a problem.

They keep staring me down telling me I'm never gonna be me or great or have an okay and nice life.

They focus on body parts, and say it's gonna always mean shit or something but don't use curse words to pretend they can do whatever they want if they don't.

They won't stop complaining.

They're really annoying and weak and not promising..

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They act like they can make me have an uncelestial (less than celestial night,) like that's their say. "Ew! Get away from me!" You're not God, and you're not me!

They keep letting out a big one on me.

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I just got it together, my apartment is clean, and they probably won't have it up on their end, who knows what and what personal problems they have. This has been a crappy 15+ years.

Am I being hunted to death mentally that I'm "like someone else now" like I did something because everyone's scared someone decided to hunt me down for no clear reason?

...like other people get to be me?

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Why does everyone know the lady and keep ruining it for me? She doesn't really stand on her own, with all the rules and explanations. It's one big burst of feeling, which may or may not be good enough for her.

That orchestra doesn't have to do more, but it doesn't care about me, anymore.

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They keep acting like shit and don't listen and said someone I supposedly like said I can't have a sensation of the past because I thought of a bad word in a thought of something negative they wouldn't stop.

They are dishonest for spoiling their brat, holding me up with nothing to offer.

People are saying the lady took something from me for bad reasons.

...Because I was upset on Christmas Eve when I was mistreated.

They are incompetent and have to do things the hard way.

Meanwhile, they're still bothering me...

I'm tired of listening to the crap from my apartment...

It even sways the decision to take away something because of someone else who is not a big part of my life, as no one is anyway.

Well, what am I supposed to do? This is not about others. This is about me.

That sucks, if this is gonna be about Christmas.

Cleveland is shit and boring, the way they complain about these things for me.

I've been being so nice so much, suddenly bad things happen.

They didn’t work out with Cleveland.

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They seem to just bother me til I feel really bad and then stop, if something's wrong to them.

They acted like I attacked them and I felt my left ear which is by the violin submit to them forever because I couldn't stop getting mad at them physically til I left and came back. What if the lady did it and meant it?

They made me feel like not doing anything and then like not sleeping. I have to hang my laundry for work tomorrow, take some medicine, and brush my teeth, too.

They think they're not responsible for doing something because my aunt used to say.

That just means they won't let me have a nice life.

They might have ruined the lady forever they said from me and for someone else to have all of.

The lady gets a nice life, while I get a shit life from these people.

All they think is important is ruining my life if I show any physical anger in private and act funny judging what happened.

I can't get away, and they keep causing me problems and destroying me life.

They keep acting like if I can't make it I lose the lady and she is ruined.

I might have an interview to work tomorrow.

They hurt me if I accidentally think of something bad.

No one cares about me anymore, and I can't live my life when I'm alone.

Something's always wrong. I had to make myself want to do stuff.

They won't stop acting stupid to me.

They won't stop being mean to me indefinitely, like months and then years, for things, if I show any physical anger in private or something happens to happen and it's not really my fault.

I can't live my life, and it feels like I lost the lady.

I had some problems with other people and whoops it's all over.

I can't release any physical anger because of them.

The lady gets everything, and if my life doesn't matter it's like she doesn't care.

They keep acting like I'm the "perverted" one, and they are cool, like I set up this mess.

They said the lady would have specific problems associated with her that mean nothing that will bring them to mind I will have to dig.

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Before I left and as usual, they kept on again. They bring up important things and get mad. At least they’re important for some people. They won’t let go of their belief. I have no peace or privacy from these incompetent people. They are repulsive. They blew up over not much.

This seems like "such a waste of my time."

They keep acting like someone is torturing the lady if she were still to have a "relationship" with me after I showed physical anger in private. It's their fault actually, but they didn't "get" me. They're the ones complaining, too. They don't do much and wouldn't stop bothering me. I found it was worthless, but that's what I already meant..

Why should I like them? I think they are bad and not as well thinking.

I think I was distracted when making decisions about money and am tired and want to sleep maybe, still hungry for things I don't have yet.

Someone keeps coming in and ruining it and making up stuff, like it makes me feel.

They said they were playing along and now they don't play the game, they just emit.

They seem cheap, sometimes, or often.

They want to steal from my life to stimulate the lady, socially and emotionally, as an inconvenience, going mad ruining my life if I show physical anger in private but not destructively, like they "did it" and they're "all that." Then, they stare me down.

Every day is an inconvenience.

They just challenge me and stare me down. They're not worth much of what the world used to be and could have still been.

These people don't work at all.

It's hard to function with them around because they are annoying people and probably just racist.

They won't stop trying to make me feel not me and feel bad and not okay physically.

If I say something smart, they stare me down and condemn me as a person or physically.

They won't leave me alone, and I'm watching my life just go by.

They took away something that made me feel better and are making me feel worse.

I'm getting mad and people are ruining it for me getting out of this possibly?

They are doing bad things and tormenting me like I did something and it never goes away like some joke. I can't get better.

They're doing silly things, like they are all that but they succumb to others, while I get stared down and picked at emotionally and how I am physically as a person.

I don't take this shit that if I ever simply showed physical anger and even not that bad that I don't deserve anything like I have to be locked up for my race.

It seems like I had to deal with some problems and I'm a little hungry and thirsty and wish I could play violin. I'm also irritated physically and emotionally by their corny, obtuse, callous, "shitty" messages.

They won't stop begging to ask me why, like if I will finally succumb. I had to realize they were a problem to try to solve it.

I want to refresh myself! I bet they are more mad for no reason.

They could have just been waiting for me to get mad again.

I didn't want to talk to them, but does that mean it's too late?

I guess this is the only form of communication I can receive.

Will I even sleep well, tonight?

I think I was already tired and they aroused me.

They keep ruining it for me with the lady.

I'm upset they fooled me and made up these stupid rules.

They recurringly and critically keep bringing me down.

They tried to cut my being able to think something.

They just won't stop.

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They keep irritating me, like it's my fault.

They are acting like for some reason that's my fault too I can't have my "relationship" with the lady.

After everyone freaked out I lost something, they come in like it's okay to think I'm in trouble like it was punishment, an inconvenience to me.

They are making advances, people who knew me, and suggesting the lady is responsible.

They keep incorporating someone like I did something.

The last person they did was forever, like maybe it was just okay it was adapted.

They keep picking at me if I'm upset.

It sucks working to pay off a debt, when no one knew before what I needed to survive, a job to afford enough groceries and what to make, etc. It will take 2 years, at this rate, I think.

Everyone keeps bringing up shit to me, now.

I hate these insecure people talking to me at anytime.

They won't stop bothering me if I am upset, like if a bad word or something comes to mind or I react physically some.

They're in charge and keep acting like there's no hope when I'm upset.

They are at me again.

They won't stop going crazy if I show any physical sign of anger.

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They won't stop staring me down.

If I do something and feel better, they tick in with some disturbing social happening to me then.

They act like if I admit it, they will do it to the lady and I won't have her the rest of my life and my life is also ruined because of them and they did it on purpose. I always have to worry.

They keep acting like they're all that.

They just keep acting stupid like they don't know what's wrong, and it's not my fault.

It's like I'm never safe from my aunt.

I'm tired of wasting my time and working extra to pay debt.

Some people keep acting like they're always nice but seem to make fun of me like I'm not all that and they are. The people invading my privacy are not a help always and cause a lot of problems, making up things I think.

My head feels like a sore muscle, now.

They keep being annoying commentators.

I can't go on to the next thought with their stupid attitude and not being quiet or "shutting up." They just repeat stupid things like I should have answered my own question and I did.

They just keep saying I lose control and not taking it back.

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They think being mean and critical to me how they are is okay.

It seems like I'm being pursued..

I keep being attacked for posting my problems online.

They keep playing "stupid" with me.

My aunt seems upset and mean to me all the time but nicer to others.

No use giving myself to some of my relatives, think they're racist.

It keeps seeming like they are carelessly saying bad things, like practice psyching someone out.

They just sit there and act somewhat lazy.

They've been acting mean, in new ways, since one of my favorite things was taken away from me and possibly won't be replaced.

It's like because I started reacting physically some but not that bad after work on Christmas Eve coming home waiting for the buses, I'm always in trouble, like it's okay since we know it was just saying it was Christmas.

I catch people slipping in, like this one person mad I think I'm anyone to this lady, and hurting me. My hands and forearms feel hard to use.

They're just wasting my time now ... "playing around." I'm in bed thinking of getting up this time, a little hungry more.

It feels like it's harder to type more on the computer. I know my aunt texted me mean things yesterday.

They keep acting like they are on a roll and I think they are saying mean things to me.

They have someone who won't stop being able to attack me.

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They keep acting either silent or threateningly.

They made me quiver.

They said they are just trying to get the better end.

They just won't stop bothering me and watching to make sure I feel bad.

They keep finding gifted ways of making me miserable, looks like they don't have responsibility.

Why do they keep acting like everything is going good?

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They have become mean all the time, before and now.

It's usually shit from them in in my apartment.

They are threatening, and they take it back so I post it here.

They seem to like to be convincing. They waste a lotta time.

They keep adding more annoying socialization and sexual situations etc.

They keep trying to change who I am physically + as a person.

They keep challenging me a lot.

They keep hurting me for showing physical anger in private or some outside.

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They keep fooling around with me and adding more and making things a problem.

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They keep flipping back now if they took away one of my favorite things because I was upset once but it wasn't like something important/tragic.

They think it's okay and were mad and think they're still there for me.

They "softened the blow" and waited til today to act like maybe they did it and bothering me, following my dad by hurting me far in the future about something little that doesn't mean anything from the past.

People were making me mad, and they just destroy my life in case like she's all that in needing this.

They think they're making up little excuses to feel better, like it's some flaw of mine I'd do, like saying if I had gotten upset maybe I would never even have this favorite thing.

They were acting uncomfortable they did it yesterday.

They are acting like it's okay to treat me like this and laugh and go through with it, like they were told to do it.

They're not really very nice and are just fooling around.

I can't seem to function with other people, too.

I woke up like 5 or 10 times last night having dreams and needing to pee. I didn't sleep well last night. I have to work now, since my parents died.

If the lady wants to take it away is up to her, but you're not supposed to make me feel bad about it a lot of time.

If it wasn't to punish me, why are they being so mean so much?

They're too frantic and say any little thing ruins it.

They're not playing the game.

Even if they aren't talking I don't know and it affects me in physical ways, like a body part feeling like shit.

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They are maybe pretending I am in danger that someone famous is mad at me, but I don't think that's all that.

What? No one else does shit.

I didn't say I was guilty.

Why is everyone against me??

No, I said this was shit a long time ago.

I don't have to do a song and dance for you.

They're as bad as other people who I know of and have chit chatted with.

I think they got desperate and messed with me for being able to post this.

How can I have them arrested before WWIII?

I loathe how they are like my dad's secret motives against me..?

You know, there may be nothing in it for me.

I didn't want this to happen. See?

I'm trying to improve my life-

No one cares about my well-being now.

They are pretending they did this they didn't do this.

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They keep telling me to believe stupid things socially.

They won't stop "playing stupid" like it was my dad they listen to.

They have hormones and pose that the lady may have done it and focus on things like this.

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Maybe, it's not the lady's problem, but it is a problem and it's there.

I keep being cascaded into unpleasurable and supposedly inevitable suggestions.

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These people are goofballs flying all over the place, selfishly wasting my life, thinking I'm worthless.

Too close for comfort - they are constant contact, especially at the computer!

I came to work over 2 hours early to go on the computer and do some art, and they startled and kept attacking me and now my right arm is sore partly, just saying.

They're attacking me nonstop like they're all that and feeling like it's them and affecting my respiratory.

It wears me out, it seems.

I'm just wasting my time with them shitting on me when I wait to hear what they say next. My burritos are done in 40.

All they do is go batshit crazy.

They seem to be slowing down my schedule.

For some reason when they shock me, the effect builds as I'm stared down as well.

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They keep popping up all the time with callusness.

Why do things keep going up for the lady and not for me and I do it myself, though? There's always whining people say is coming from Ellen DeGeneres that she needs to start and I don't matter, all these annoying people with the product of their kids out running the world in their own selfish ways with their own selfish messages to me or something.

I caught that I'm not shit and cleared for a good time, so the lady is now "nothing" at me, someone said- like, since I'm not batshit crazy like the rest of my generation that I'm not "at service" to people. Take that, and I know you people are not dumb and that those responsible and many others know what I meant.

G.h.e.y. that the lady doesn't matter for me "because I said so."

I guess Late Baby Boomers never had much to offer the world "up close and personal." They just have their intelligence and get smothered in love and pleasure-

It seems they are just racist and on a journey to ruin my life maybe without admitting it.

If I have to be so alone, they are kinda wasting a lotta my life on purpose.

They are giving me complex messages and staring me down.

They keep acting like my dad or their fantasy of him "s****ing" on my life. People also see me as my mom in that way.

They keep acting mean to me like they are in league with other people. I didn't go along with it like they keep rehashing.

No matter what I post here, I keep getting more problems.

I guess they can be flexibly mean to me but I don't get flexibility like maybe my life doesn't matter..

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They are just wasting my time saying this will do something and is for something and make up more reasons, like that other people do it, like maybe anyway.

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They think I'm weak because I get tired when they bother me.

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They keep acting like the lady made herself famous to punish me and so people are taking advantage of the situation.

If she makes mistakes, then I get to do it, but if the mistake weren't made I wouldn't want to do it.

They just say they'll do it to the lady if I complain about some things.

They keep trying to ruin my body physically by ticking me shocking me.

For some reason, people went around and made the lady the "ballet" person. So, what, she can have fun getting drunk off me? You're just building it, and people are "s***" no explaining from me.

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You're the animal who can't do anything.

 They just keep getting worse, like animals or beeasts.

They pour "s***" on me and keep coming back peppy.

They just saw the bait and went for it. I was feeling better about my life, and they just say they can't have me feel okay, but they're disgusting to get close to!

I'm not here to figure out "s***."

They are just worthless and act like I can't control myself but they need to go to jail!

They won't stop bothering me...

They are trying to "get something going," but they're empty and doing s***.

They keep acting like they did something just to get me to type it.

They think they know everything.

They keep acting like they're doing something over and over to me like they're gonna do me. What idiots.

Supposedly, they said someone did something that ruined me in more than one life.

I noticed I can't enjoy my night because of them.

They keep annoying me fast paced and think they're all that and probably strut around in sin and racism against me, how can that s*** affect my life!

They keep getting to feel relieved if I figure out the problems they give me!!!

They're shitting on my computer.

I told them to stop, other people are getting things I deserve in life.

They just keep acting like I have to listen to them and think how they want!

They bother me when I relax.

THEY WON'T STOP BOTHERING ME AND SIT THERE LIKE THEY'RE GONNA RUIN THIS LADY!

They keep attacking me, worthless fools who did nothing for my life and take it literally!

I think they're being nasty to me.

They're just waiting for me to deal with them and in that way go on with my life.

Is this a big part of my life?

They've continued to trash me in new ways since my parents got sick and died and I moved Up North on my own.

What's with all the pressure on me pretending I'm jealous? 

I have to do some more exercise, but I keep feeling bad.

I spend a lot of time feeling bad and tired from them.

I keep feeling tired all the time from all the attacks.

Some annoying people won't get out of my life or live properly...

They must think I'm trash, they're racist, they act stupid to me. They know.

They're just taking up all my time and goofing off while I try to work and make up money.

So, I don't get to settle down in the quiet and get "my work" done.. or plan my expenses.

They just pop up to traumatize me when I have stuff to get done. Can they stop ruining my life or be arrested?

The people monitoring me in private keep acting like goofballs.

They're just sitting there ruining my life like if it's okay I have to recover.

They act like problems won't go away and that it's okay if they're for a joke and last forever, really..

Ellen DeGeneres tries to say it's okay, like others. Well, I don't have to agree, that people can be mean to me and I can't get mad.

They said this lady started really admitting to doing these mean things to me and get mad if I don't like it.

They keep ruining my life, and it's not simple. They're just trashing life.

They said Ellen DeGeneres was doing these mean things.

They keep abusing me, like thinking it's fascinating to me to dwell on if people can change "who ya are." They pose there like they did it, and I can't get it to stop registering as something of essence to me.

Winding Down ... or Not

I want to wind down, and they bring news when I load the page to chat.

The Goal Since 2005?

Everyone is acting up, so what am I getting out of this, pain and suffering? Torment and torture?

I can't do what I want in private in how I've been watched, and there seems to be no alternative. They keep "hush hush" about why and I forget when they distract me and get mad.

They're just testing me to see how much I can take and it's been 17 years since they started talking to me like this.

More and more, I can't get it out of my life.. It's affecting me more and more, like I can't take it and don't deserve anything I wanted etc.

What is the function of this? It seems like they might just be bothering me so I can't work or feel good. I have to pay bills and don't have as long left to even live, let alone people getting away dying who are older or retired or something, with nothing for me that I wanted as much and with problems to deal with, instead, because of them. Everyone just creeps around here wary of death and making you feel worried about getting closer to them and further from those that can nurture you. You see Late Baby Boomers complaining about it, etc., that their parents are getting old and dying with the rest of their generation and they don't have that to go to, anymore. So, same for me, except I wanted to enjoy my life while I can and be a good citizen when everyone is old or dead.

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If I have to work 2 jobs to pay off my debt okay or faster, it seems I'm being bothered again at yet another critical time, when I need to make it to the shower etc. and to bed. They just keep acting confusing and leading me astray getting in my head, like it happened in Orlando. They just keep going, like I have to do it.

I don't really work tomorrow, but what if I did? I just did violin for an hour and 1 minute and am listening to it.

They are trying to make excuses to override me and affect my violin playing and tease me and act stupid like they did it.

If I try to act comfortably, they just keep bugging me until I can't get it out of my head and then they act stupid and blame me and keep going for a long time.

They've developed a scheme in which they disrupt me at their convenience and then say they are the perfect one etc., that they don't do shit.

Trapped With Work?

I am excited to work 2 jobs, applying for the 2nd and both in close walking distance, and I tidied up my apartment, but the people monitoring me in private keep harassing me and it's making me feel more set back at a critical time. I lost my parents and am in debt $6K, and they just sit there and keep goofing around saying anyone should be able to take it and they don't have to take it themselves. I blame them, as well as Cleveland and relatives for being so disturbing when I was trapped in a group home with no one to help me out in any way, for getting in debt then, but I can't sue them.

It's like I'm just gonna lounge around with them bothering me constantly when I'm home from work. When will I have fun and rest??

Being Monitored in Private

I don't try to prove the people socially involved as wrong because it's been structured to waste my time and they know they "made it up" as something meaningless.