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Before I left and as usual, they kept on again. They bring up important things and get mad. At least they’re important for some people. They won’t let go of their belief. I have no peace or privacy from these incompetent people. They are repulsive. They blew up over not much.

This seems like "such a waste of my time."

They keep acting like someone is torturing the lady if she were still to have a "relationship" with me after I showed physical anger in private. It's their fault actually, but they didn't "get" me. They're the ones complaining, too. They don't do much and wouldn't stop bothering me. I found it was worthless, but that's what I already meant..

Why should I like them? I think they are bad and not as well thinking.

I think I was distracted when making decisions about money and am tired and want to sleep maybe, still hungry for things I don't have yet.

Someone keeps coming in and ruining it and making up stuff, like it makes me feel.

They said they were playing along and now they don't play the game, they just emit.

They seem cheap, sometimes, or often.

They want to steal from my life to stimulate the lady, socially and emotionally, as an inconvenience, going mad ruining my life if I show physical anger in private but not destructively, like they "did it" and they're "all that." Then, they stare me down.

Every day is an inconvenience.

They just challenge me and stare me down. They're not worth much of what the world used to be and could have still been.

These people don't work at all.

It's hard to function with them around because they are annoying people and probably just racist.

They won't stop trying to make me feel not me and feel bad and not okay physically.

If I say something smart, they stare me down and condemn me as a person or physically.

They won't leave me alone, and I'm watching my life just go by.

They took away something that made me feel better and are making me feel worse.

I'm getting mad and people are ruining it for me getting out of this possibly?

They are doing bad things and tormenting me like I did something and it never goes away like some joke. I can't get better.

They're doing silly things, like they are all that but they succumb to others, while I get stared down and picked at emotionally and how I am physically as a person.

I don't take this shit that if I ever simply showed physical anger and even not that bad that I don't deserve anything like I have to be locked up for my race.

It seems like I had to deal with some problems and I'm a little hungry and thirsty and wish I could play violin. I'm also irritated physically and emotionally by their corny, obtuse, callous, "shitty" messages.

They won't stop begging to ask me why, like if I will finally succumb. I had to realize they were a problem to try to solve it.

I want to refresh myself! I bet they are more mad for no reason.

They could have just been waiting for me to get mad again.

I didn't want to talk to them, but does that mean it's too late?

I guess this is the only form of communication I can receive.

Will I even sleep well, tonight?

I think I was already tired and they aroused me.

They keep ruining it for me with the lady.

I'm upset they fooled me and made up these stupid rules.

They recurringly and critically keep bringing me down.

They tried to cut my being able to think something.

They just won't stop.

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They keep irritating me, like it's my fault.

They are acting like for some reason that's my fault too I can't have my "relationship" with the lady.

After everyone freaked out I lost something, they come in like it's okay to think I'm in trouble like it was punishment, an inconvenience to me.

They are making advances, people who knew me, and suggesting the lady is responsible.

They keep incorporating someone like I did something.

The last person they did was forever, like maybe it was just okay it was adapted.

They keep picking at me if I'm upset.

It sucks working to pay off a debt, when no one knew before what I needed to survive, a job to afford enough groceries and what to make, etc. It will take 2 years, at this rate, I think.

Everyone keeps bringing up shit to me, now.

I hate these insecure people talking to me at anytime.

They won't stop bothering me if I am upset, like if a bad word or something comes to mind or I react physically some.

They're in charge and keep acting like there's no hope when I'm upset.

They are at me again.

They won't stop going crazy if I show any physical sign of anger.

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They won't stop staring me down.

If I do something and feel better, they tick in with some disturbing social happening to me then.

They act like if I admit it, they will do it to the lady and I won't have her the rest of my life and my life is also ruined because of them and they did it on purpose. I always have to worry.

They keep acting like they're all that.

They just keep acting stupid like they don't know what's wrong, and it's not my fault.

It's like I'm never safe from my aunt.

I'm tired of wasting my time and working extra to pay debt.

Some people keep acting like they're always nice but seem to make fun of me like I'm not all that and they are. The people invading my privacy are not a help always and cause a lot of problems, making up things I think.

My head feels like a sore muscle, now.

They keep being annoying commentators.

I can't go on to the next thought with their stupid attitude and not being quiet or "shutting up." They just repeat stupid things like I should have answered my own question and I did.

They just keep saying I lose control and not taking it back.

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They think being mean and critical to me how they are is okay.

It seems like I'm being pursued..

I keep being attacked for posting my problems online.

They keep playing "stupid" with me.

My aunt seems upset and mean to me all the time but nicer to others.

No use giving myself to some of my relatives, think they're racist.

It keeps seeming like they are carelessly saying bad things, like practice psyching someone out.

They just sit there and act somewhat lazy.

They've been acting mean, in new ways, since one of my favorite things was taken away from me and possibly won't be replaced.

It's like because I started reacting physically some but not that bad after work on Christmas Eve coming home waiting for the buses, I'm always in trouble, like it's okay since we know it was just saying it was Christmas.

I catch people slipping in, like this one person mad I think I'm anyone to this lady, and hurting me. My hands and forearms feel hard to use.

They're just wasting my time now ... "playing around." I'm in bed thinking of getting up this time, a little hungry more.

It feels like it's harder to type more on the computer. I know my aunt texted me mean things yesterday.

They keep acting like they are on a roll and I think they are saying mean things to me.

They have someone who won't stop being able to attack me.

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They keep acting either silent or threateningly.

They made me quiver.

They said they are just trying to get the better end.

They just won't stop bothering me and watching to make sure I feel bad.

They keep finding gifted ways of making me miserable, looks like they don't have responsibility.

Why do they keep acting like everything is going good?

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They have become mean all the time, before and now.

It's usually shit from them in in my apartment.

They are threatening, and they take it back so I post it here.

They seem to like to be convincing. They waste a lotta time.

They keep adding more annoying socialization and sexual situations etc.

They keep trying to change who I am physically + as a person.

They keep challenging me a lot.

They keep hurting me for showing physical anger in private or some outside.

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They keep fooling around with me and adding more and making things a problem.

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They keep flipping back now if they took away one of my favorite things because I was upset once but it wasn't like something important/tragic.

They think it's okay and were mad and think they're still there for me.

They "softened the blow" and waited til today to act like maybe they did it and bothering me, following my dad by hurting me far in the future about something little that doesn't mean anything from the past.

People were making me mad, and they just destroy my life in case like she's all that in needing this.

They think they're making up little excuses to feel better, like it's some flaw of mine I'd do, like saying if I had gotten upset maybe I would never even have this favorite thing.

They were acting uncomfortable they did it yesterday.

They are acting like it's okay to treat me like this and laugh and go through with it, like they were told to do it.

They're not really very nice and are just fooling around.

I can't seem to function with other people, too.

I woke up like 5 or 10 times last night having dreams and needing to pee. I didn't sleep well last night. I have to work now, since my parents died.

If the lady wants to take it away is up to her, but you're not supposed to make me feel bad about it a lot of time.

If it wasn't to punish me, why are they being so mean so much?

They're too frantic and say any little thing ruins it.

They're not playing the game.

Even if they aren't talking I don't know and it affects me in physical ways, like a body part feeling like shit.

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They are maybe pretending I am in danger that someone famous is mad at me, but I don't think that's all that.

What? No one else does shit.

I didn't say I was guilty.

Why is everyone against me??

No, I said this was shit a long time ago.

I don't have to do a song and dance for you.

They're as bad as other people who I know of and have chit chatted with.

I think they got desperate and messed with me for being able to post this.

How can I have them arrested before WWIII?

I loathe how they are like my dad's secret motives against me..?

You know, there may be nothing in it for me.

I didn't want this to happen. See?

I'm trying to improve my life-

No one cares about my well-being now.

They are pretending they did this they didn't do this.

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They keep telling me to believe stupid things socially.

They won't stop "playing stupid" like it was my dad they listen to.

They have hormones and pose that the lady may have done it and focus on things like this.

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Maybe, it's not the lady's problem, but it is a problem and it's there.

I keep being cascaded into unpleasurable and supposedly inevitable suggestions.

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These people are goofballs flying all over the place, selfishly wasting my life, thinking I'm worthless.

Too close for comfort - they are constant contact, especially at the computer!

I came to work over 2 hours early to go on the computer and do some art, and they startled and kept attacking me and now my right arm is sore partly, just saying.

They're attacking me nonstop like they're all that and feeling like it's them and affecting my respiratory.

It wears me out, it seems.

I'm just wasting my time with them shitting on me when I wait to hear what they say next. My burritos are done in 40.

All they do is go batshit crazy.

They seem to be slowing down my schedule.

For some reason when they shock me, the effect builds as I'm stared down as well.

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They keep popping up all the time with callusness.

Why do things keep going up for the lady and not for me and I do it myself, though? There's always whining people say is coming from Ellen DeGeneres that she needs to start and I don't matter, all these annoying people with the product of their kids out running the world in their own selfish ways with their own selfish messages to me or something.

I caught that I'm not shit and cleared for a good time, so the lady is now "nothing" at me, someone said- like, since I'm not batshit crazy like the rest of my generation that I'm not "at service" to people. Take that, and I know you people are not dumb and that those responsible and many others know what I meant.

G.h.e.y. that the lady doesn't matter for me "because I said so."

I guess Late Baby Boomers never had much to offer the world "up close and personal." They just have their intelligence and get smothered in love and pleasure-

It seems they are just racist and on a journey to ruin my life maybe without admitting it.

If I have to be so alone, they are kinda wasting a lotta my life on purpose.

They are giving me complex messages and staring me down.

They keep acting like my dad or their fantasy of him "s****ing" on my life. People also see me as my mom in that way.

They keep acting mean to me like they are in league with other people. I didn't go along with it like they keep rehashing.

No matter what I post here, I keep getting more problems.

I guess they can be flexibly mean to me but I don't get flexibility like maybe my life doesn't matter..

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They are just wasting my time saying this will do something and is for something and make up more reasons, like that other people do it, like maybe anyway.

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They think I'm weak because I get tired when they bother me.

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They keep acting like the lady made herself famous to punish me and so people are taking advantage of the situation.

If she makes mistakes, then I get to do it, but if the mistake weren't made I wouldn't want to do it.

They just say they'll do it to the lady if I complain about some things.

They keep trying to ruin my body physically by ticking me shocking me.

For some reason, people went around and made the lady the "ballet" person. So, what, she can have fun getting drunk off me? You're just building it, and people are "s***" no explaining from me.

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You're the animal who can't do anything.

 They just keep getting worse, like animals or beeasts.

They pour "s***" on me and keep coming back peppy.

They just saw the bait and went for it. I was feeling better about my life, and they just say they can't have me feel okay, but they're disgusting to get close to!

I'm not here to figure out "s***."

They are just worthless and act like I can't control myself but they need to go to jail!

They won't stop bothering me...

They are trying to "get something going," but they're empty and doing s***.

They keep acting like they did something just to get me to type it.

They think they know everything.

They keep acting like they're doing something over and over to me like they're gonna do me. What idiots.

Supposedly, they said someone did something that ruined me in more than one life.

I noticed I can't enjoy my night because of them.

They keep annoying me fast paced and think they're all that and probably strut around in sin and racism against me, how can that s*** affect my life!

They keep getting to feel relieved if I figure out the problems they give me!!!

They're shitting on my computer.

I told them to stop, other people are getting things I deserve in life.

They just keep acting like I have to listen to them and think how they want!

They bother me when I relax.

THEY WON'T STOP BOTHERING ME AND SIT THERE LIKE THEY'RE GONNA RUIN THIS LADY!

They keep attacking me, worthless fools who did nothing for my life and take it literally!

I think they're being nasty to me.

They're just waiting for me to deal with them and in that way go on with my life.

Is this a big part of my life?

They've continued to trash me in new ways since my parents got sick and died and I moved Up North on my own.

What's with all the pressure on me pretending I'm jealous? 

I have to do some more exercise, but I keep feeling bad.

I spend a lot of time feeling bad and tired from them.

I keep feeling tired all the time from all the attacks.

Some annoying people won't get out of my life or live properly...

They must think I'm trash, they're racist, they act stupid to me. They know.

They're just taking up all my time and goofing off while I try to work and make up money.

So, I don't get to settle down in the quiet and get "my work" done.. or plan my expenses.

They just pop up to traumatize me when I have stuff to get done. Can they stop ruining my life or be arrested?

The people monitoring me in private keep acting like goofballs.

They're just sitting there ruining my life like if it's okay I have to recover.

They act like problems won't go away and that it's okay if they're for a joke and last forever, really..

Ellen DeGeneres tries to say it's okay, like others. Well, I don't have to agree, that people can be mean to me and I can't get mad.

They said this lady started really admitting to doing these mean things to me and get mad if I don't like it.

They keep ruining my life, and it's not simple. They're just trashing life.

They said Ellen DeGeneres was doing these mean things.

They keep abusing me, like thinking it's fascinating to me to dwell on if people can change "who ya are." They pose there like they did it, and I can't get it to stop registering as something of essence to me.

Winding Down ... or Not

I want to wind down, and they bring news when I load the page to chat.

The Goal Since 2005?

Everyone is acting up, so what am I getting out of this, pain and suffering? Torment and torture?

I can't do what I want in private in how I've been watched, and there seems to be no alternative. They keep "hush hush" about why and I forget when they distract me and get mad.

They're just testing me to see how much I can take and it's been 17 years since they started talking to me like this.

More and more, I can't get it out of my life.. It's affecting me more and more, like I can't take it and don't deserve anything I wanted etc.

What is the function of this? It seems like they might just be bothering me so I can't work or feel good. I have to pay bills and don't have as long left to even live, let alone people getting away dying who are older or retired or something, with nothing for me that I wanted as much and with problems to deal with, instead, because of them. Everyone just creeps around here wary of death and making you feel worried about getting closer to them and further from those that can nurture you. You see Late Baby Boomers complaining about it, etc., that their parents are getting old and dying with the rest of their generation and they don't have that to go to, anymore. So, same for me, except I wanted to enjoy my life while I can and be a good citizen when everyone is old or dead.

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If I have to work 2 jobs to pay off my debt okay or faster, it seems I'm being bothered again at yet another critical time, when I need to make it to the shower etc. and to bed. They just keep acting confusing and leading me astray getting in my head, like it happened in Orlando. They just keep going, like I have to do it.

I don't really work tomorrow, but what if I did? I just did violin for an hour and 1 minute and am listening to it.

They are trying to make excuses to override me and affect my violin playing and tease me and act stupid like they did it.

If I try to act comfortably, they just keep bugging me until I can't get it out of my head and then they act stupid and blame me and keep going for a long time.

They've developed a scheme in which they disrupt me at their convenience and then say they are the perfect one etc., that they don't do shit.

Trapped With Work?

I am excited to work 2 jobs, applying for the 2nd and both in close walking distance, and I tidied up my apartment, but the people monitoring me in private keep harassing me and it's making me feel more set back at a critical time. I lost my parents and am in debt $6K, and they just sit there and keep goofing around saying anyone should be able to take it and they don't have to take it themselves. I blame them, as well as Cleveland and relatives for being so disturbing when I was trapped in a group home with no one to help me out in any way, for getting in debt then, but I can't sue them.

It's like I'm just gonna lounge around with them bothering me constantly when I'm home from work. When will I have fun and rest??